Calculating

Today is today is today.
Tomorrow I will change,
Tomorrow I'll run away,
Tomorrow I'll stop the pain.
Tomorrow I'll ask for help,
Tomorrow I'll shoot myself in the foot,
Tomorrow I'll sleep in his bed.
Tomorrow I'll grow in my faith.

Tomorrow is tomorrow is tomorrow.
Today I will quit,
Today I will take the gift,
Today I will enquire about his heart.
Today I will have a quiet cry,
Today I will cease trying to hide,
Today I will speak in calm.
Today I will look to the floor in shame.

Today and tomorrow won't happen again.